Everyone knows the alleged cure for a hangover, but what about a broken heart? Is it the same? Is another man the only way to get over him? I don't know, I have heard that, and possibly soon I may know from personal experience.
There is someone else now, someone else that I fantasize about, someone else that has captured my attention. I can honestly say that the yearning in my heart has now been replaced by a desire for this man that I have recently met. This is not one sided, he is as much into me as I am into him. But is another heartbreak on the horizon? Do I jump into this or not? I don't know him that well, and at this point it is all purely physical, but physical is all I am looking for right now. And he is right here, he is not 6 hours away like the other one. Yesterday, he took my hand as I sat next to him on the train. He held it and gently caressed it as we enjoyed being with one another on the ride home. He gets off the train two stops before me and I found myself wanting to kiss him goodbye as he departed. I felt that he wanted to do the same, but we were on the train, with a lot of people around. Certainly not a place to share a first kiss. We said our goodbye's and wished one another a good weekend. Since he is off work today, it will be Monday before I see him again. I don't know where this is going, but I feel as if there will be more. We shall see.
I do know that the feelings I had for the other "him" have lessened. I will never completely forget him, but I can honestly say that I am pretty much headed in the direction of being over him. While he will always occupy a special place in my heart, I know now that I can go on.
I will see where it goes with this "new" man. I know that I am looking forward to seeing him on Monday.
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